‘Rebel’ inside Me’
I can accept these both kinds of experiences as sub stations to be ready to move into unknown territory but I can never ever accept this as being last lamp post of my endless journey.
Since endless creations I am just moving, with all sweat and blood, to experience mine unfathomable sea of emotions and desires in shapes and figures lying either unmanifested or coming to me in bits and pieces.
Everytime an adamant, inscrutable gigantic wall would appear, with its demonic laughter looking into my eyes showing how tiny and worthless being I am.
At last, I got the proclamation in the name of God right in my ears “You have had been running after nothing but mirage.”
“Sorry Unknown your sneer is invisible and voice is falling upon my deaf ears as usual. You are nobody but the glorification of my failures, my defense mechanism and yes, my delusionary escapism too in the garb of enlightenment.
See my sneer too. I can accept ‘You’ as the most important Sub-Station of my journey but not the destination. Undoubtedly, from here I can dissect myself from my human Prakriti or Self.
This can help me to have unbiased retrospective view of my human journey to see where the bug was lying but accepting you being final would be cowardice on my part”.
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